These nightmares don’t get away from me
They stick to my head like glue
I wake up in the morning not wanting to even continue
Because everyday I wanna get away from my life
and live it in another form.
cuz somtimes when I’m lifted I think
of the reason of why I was even born
So I can forget about the pain
+to myself I refrain
just kick back with a zig zag
and drink away all of my mental pains
But if I could start back from scratch
You wouldn’t even know
I could start back when I was a lil brown kid
Back in new mexico
and yall still wouldn’t know
these pains I go through everyday
its kind of hard when people smile at you
u smile back cuz that’s the only thing that you can do
u don’t wanna show them your suffers and your negative sides
that wouldn’t be the manly thing to do, cuz besides
you have a reputation to live up to
no real man is soft inside like my mens say
that’s just a bitch move, it’s just a bitch mood
but honestly, how can I resist
I’m only human, we all go through this
Questioning Moments
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